|that was just a dream
||[Jun. 6th, 2004|12:34 am]
So, its been 7 years since ive updated.
Springfest: awesome day, got lots o stuff, pissed kyli off a bit, but i had to get home , plus kady was sick. PLus I did risk everything by driving up there in the first place and I didnt even want to go that badly. Oh well, I had a good day, I love Columbus.
Kyli: I got you an application so if you dont have another job yet get it from me and fill it out and let me turn it in for you because we're hiring like now.
Had to miss Tori's party tonight i have to work crayz early tomorrow.
I mis spelled crazy but thats the best way to spell it evor.
i don't really want lj drama, but i also don't want to fight in person, so i might as well say it here.
1. if you knew you were going to have to leave early, you should've told me before the day of. before we were already there. i would've been disappointed but i would've understood. you gave me no warning, no indication that we'd have to leave early until we were already in columbus. if i had known, i most likely would've said "fuck it" or gotten another ride.
2. kady wasn't fucking sick, don't even bring that into it. she was better. she was having fun.
3. you did risk everything, but i didn't ask you to. i kept saying it was entirely your decision, and YOU decided to go. i didn't twist your arm into doing it. once again, if you hadn't said you wanted to go, and hadn't offered to drive, i would've either said "fuck it" or gotten a different ride.
4. IF YOU DIDN'T WANT TO GO, WHY THE HELL DID YOU? i would've fucking found a different ride! i didn't make you go! when i first told you about it, you seemed genuinely excited about going. when did that change? did it just change in hindsight?
5. i'm not ungrateful that you took me. thanks and all. but i still missed the show i wanted to see, and ultimately, i didn't have to. thanks for all you have done, ever, for me. i do appreciate it. but it doesn't make me any less upset about missing the unicorns. especially when other measures could've been taken to avoid/prevent that. not cool.
i've had time to think about it, and that's how i feel. and i think my feelings make sense, and are justified, whereas your actions are just not cool at all.
i dont want to fight with you. jesus, its just a concert. and i did tell you when we left your house that i had to leave by 12 . that was warning. and fuck it . from now on you can find ur own damn ride
2004-06-08 11:49 pm (UTC)
you were so funny during immortal technique. nice meeting you but i wish you had come with me to smoke that bowl
so how did you find the lj?
2004-06-09 02:38 pm (UTC)
you told me it, don't you remember?